Contradiction

Further things about me: Contradiction- I am human.

I see in black and white,
But dreams in color.
I am human with vision.

I dream about love,
But sometimes live my life with hate.
I am human with hatred.

I see how happy the world is,
But feel so much pain and sorrow.
I am human in sadness.

I stray from the darkness,
But hides from the light.
I am human in hesitation.

My eyes reflect justice and security,
But my mind reflects crime and punishment.
I am human in revenge.

I look strong and open-minded,
But inside, I feel weak and sheltered.
I am human in pretension.

I feel alive and awake,
But is decaying in my dreams.
I am human who will die.

The world is a warm, sunny globe,
But inside me, burns a storm, so cold.
I am human. Lonely.

You see, I am human. I see it, feel it, sense it, live with it.
But above all those things- I am human in happiness.